Sad

We are all sad in our own way.

Sometimes, we remember the Almighty and lean on Him for a peace of mind. Sometimes we forget and rely on ourselves. Then we betray our own hearts, feeding our sadness with more thoughts of loss. We forget to be grateful for the little things we do have and we drown in sorrow thinking of every "what if" that crosses our little minds.

What if things were different?

We forget. We forget things are always different. If it had happened another way, we would still wonder what it would be like if things were different. Things are different. Different than what could have happened. Sometimes it's a good thing. It really is.

But we lay in bed, some days, and we play sad songs in our sad minds to feed our sad souls because we are too sad to realize that this sad moment is the best we could hope for.